歌詞

The back door exit's open The lock won't close, it's broken It's just above a stairwell A picket fence, a murder of crows That blue hour, that afterglow Seven minutes to spend in I'm not selfish enough to die But I'm selfish enough to try A perfect death takes company And I don't wanna be the one that's stuck with me Life's just too unpredictable It's what makes the thought so irresistible And with one last breath I'll beg for A perfect death, a perfect death The TV turns to a black screen As we tell ourselves a lie to grasp on what it means To be a self indulgent prophet An IV sucks out my bloodstream As a treadmill runs for my morphine There's always a greener pasture somewhere I'm not selfish enough to die But I'm selfish enough to try A perfect death takes company And I don't wanna be the one that's stuck with me Life's just too unpredictable It's what makes the thought so irresistible And with one last breath I'll beg for A perfect death, a perfect death The cost of a funeral Will be covered by the sanitary spectacle Cause the tragedy will atone for My curated self being so forgettable And it's simply a strategy To get the people I don't care about to care for me Cause I'd rather have this pseudo win Than to admit that being something's worth nothing I'm not selfish enough to die But I'm selfish enough to try A perfect death takes company And I don't wanna be the one that's stuck with me Life's just too unpredictable It's what makes the thought so irresistible And with one last breath I'll beg for A perfect death, a perfect death And if it isn't perfect At least I'll be dead