歌詞

Only in black in white The world I simplify When I start feeling too small I have a lot of things I keep inheriting Pieces to build myself a wall I do fantasize, about a timeline Where I'm not just somebody's daughter You say you love me, I say I hate you I guess we lie sometimes Less of a father, more a provider That I can count as mine I often wonder if, somehow a part of it Was just for the control But you're indifferent, you make it evident You're nothing but a blackhole A force of nature All good on paper I never stood a chance I try to quell the need By needing to succeed Ambition's just a circumstance Surges of happiness, can't last until the next When your gravity's pulling me in You say you love me, I say I hate you I guess we lie sometimes Less of a father, more a provider That I can count as mine I often wonder if, somehow a part of it Was just for the control But you're indifferent, you make it evident You're nothing but a blackhole I swear there's light still inside you just let it though But it might make things worse knowing whether you do Cause I have come to expect it, but I could never except Only hurting those closes as just a side effect To stay or to go, to end up alone As a shell of a human to your consuming blackhole You say you love me, I say I hate you I guess we lie sometimes Less of a father, more a provider That I can count as mine I often wonder if, somehow a part of it Was just for the control But you're indifferent, you make it evident You're nothing but a blackhole