歌詞

Why am I trying to see the light I lost? "なぜ失った光を探す？" Nothing seems to find my actual sight "何も俺の本当の視界を定めることはできない" Bring the pain to the heaven you speak of "お前が語る天国とやらにこの痛みを連れて行け" No one can stop my paranoia "誰もこの偏執を止められない" On my mind 俺は俺を許せない "頭の中, I can't forgive myself" だからお前のしゃばさ耐えられない "That's why I can't tolerate your weakness" それでも一人は怖いから "But I'm still scared of being alone" 誰かに縋り付きたい "I want to cling to someone" 誰も越えられない "No one can surpass" あの丘を越えたい "I want to climb that hill" のに今日もくだらない他人の粗探し "Yet today, I'm still looking for flaws in others" なんかもうめでたい "It's almost pathetic" ほんとおめでたい "Really, it's just pathetic" So I hate who I am right now "だから今の自分が大嫌いだ" ベラベラうるさいやつ超ダサい "Chatterboxes are so lame" 俺と対等ぶるなよ雑魚消えろお前とは違う "Don't try to act like you're on my level, weakling, just disappear, you're not like me" 聴こえるもの見えるものまるで違う "What I hear and see are completely different" 身の程知らない雑魚ほど多くを語る "The more clueless weaklings talk, the more they say" I just wanna heal the scars I've acquired "ただ自分の傷を癒したい" When I tried to confront myself "自分と向き合おうとした時に負った傷を" When the wind blows "あの風が吹くとき" Everyone will try to take everything inside(From) me. "みんなが俺の内側のすべてを奪おうとするだろう" I wanna see you "俺が這いずり回った暗闇の先で" In the darkness I've crawled through "お前を見てやりたいが" But there is no one there "そんなところには誰もいない" Just to be another someone "ただ他の誰かになるために" 繰り返してくこの痛みを "This pain repeats itself" I know why I'm trying to draw them in "俺があいつらに構ってほしがってる理由はわかってる" 俺を認めてwhoever "Recognize me, whoever you are" 構わずunderselling myself "Without caring, I'm underselling myself" 気づけば俺は俺じゃなくなった "Before I knew it, I wasn't myself anymore" 自分を安売りして、こびへつらっていた "I was cheapening myself, fawning over others" 心はもう "My heart is already" Seems to abandon me "俺を見捨てたようだ" もう一度だけでいい "Just once more, that's enough" 俺を取り戻してみたい "I want to try to get myself back" Don't you pity me "俺を憐れむな" 憐れみが似合えば死んだも同じだ "If pity suits me, then I might as well be dead" I don't want this "こんなのは望んでいない" 結末はもう俺以外知らない "The ending is something only I know" 誰の答えも "No one's answers" 俺の心を満たせるはずないのに "Could never fill my heart" まだ歩きたいsomeone's life "I still want to walk on someone's life" I feel like I'm dressing like someone's code "俺は結局誰かの規範に従ってるだけなんだ" カルチャーを盾に有名なやつとつるんでる自分に酔っているやつ "There are people who use culture as a shield and get high on himself hagging out with famous people." カルチャーを盾に社交会したいだけの雑魚が溢れるライブハウス "A live house overflowing with weaklings who just want to socialize using culture as a shield." カルチャーを盾にダサいセンスでクソな曲広めようとするカス "There are trashy people trying to spread lame music with awful taste, using culture as a shield." スキルがないくせにアーティスト気取り "Pretending to be an artist without any skill" アイドル崩れはもっとしゃばい "Idol wannabes are even worse" てかみんな本当に音楽好きなの？どうなん？ "But seriously, does everyone really love music? huh?" それっぽい見た目で中身がないじゃん "They have the look but nothing inside" kohhも歌ってた結局見た目よりも中身 "Kohh also sang about it, in the end, it's what's inside, not the look" お前はどっち？ "Which one are you?" 馴れ合いの道具に音楽を使う "Using music as a tool for mutual convenience" お前らじゃ話になれねえんだよカス "You guys aren't even worth talking to, you're trash" 愛がないの見りゃすぐにわかるし "You can immediately tell when there's no love" 愛がないと廃れていくカルチャー "Culture fades when there's no love"