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My mama said 'Come December, we'll go and see a musical' I couldn't answer I didn't know if I would be alive 'til then Secret destroyers come out of the blue and take my life My perestroika is reconstructing my inhumanity but it's crumbling A perfect suicide is in my head now in my bed I hear a sacred chord Silence can't repair my schism Do you notice? The gravity is dead but I still dream a dream that I had with you but it's crumbling My mama said 'Just take your time and find a way to go' I felt so sad She didn't know that I'd given up my life The sweetest paranoia has brought me to the insane asylum 'This is the answer' I take my knife and cut my artery I'm crumbling