歌詞

I have really tried to do it right, Tried to suppress with all my might The feelings that I hold for you. I have felt these feelings before, But now I feel them so much more, I don’t think I can handle it. Holding back because of spite. I’m not gonna lose this fight. Even if it kills me, I will make sure that I don’t go crazy. Holding back because the last time I swore next time I would be fine. Hopefully that promise is Enough to make me hold on longer Gosh! I hope I’ve gotten stronger. Otherwise what was the point? Everytime that you’re standing near my feelings are unclear, But then I think I know what that’s called. But that kind of thing hasn’t happened to me before So I’m gonna deny it til there’s nothing at all. If you wanna go on, that’s fine Cause I won’t be wasting my time, Wondering if you feel this way, too. I am in a very dangerous spot Because the feelings that I’ve caught Are gonna suffocate my heart. I know I felt this all along, But I thought that I could prove it wrong, So I made a plan to conceal it. This was harder than I thought-- Keeping up with all I’ve fought. I’m so tired from keeping Myself in check with all I’ve got. I was sure, but now I’m not. I can tell that I am slipping. Losing clutch of what I’m gripping. Aw crap. Everytime that you smile I can feel a stir within-- It’s something that is foreign but strong. I’m not really the best when it comes to describing this. All I know is that when you are gone Inside I feel kind of empty Like when songs are cut off early. Tell me if you feel the same way, too. I know I shouldn’t go too deep, But these feelings are so comforting. I don’t ever wanna let them go. (I know I shouldn’t go too deep.) What is going on with my mind? Couldn’t tell you if I tried. But this time I promise that it won’t end like before! Unless I’m crazy, there might be something there between us two. I just hope my intuition’s not wrong. This time I’ve got a hunch that he can feel the same way, too. I just hope that I won’t have to wait long. (Ooh) If I find out that it’s all a lie I know I will still be alright, Cause I promise myself that much, too. (But if-) But if in your heart you can find A fondness for me, kept deep inside, I would be okay with that much, too.