歌詞

I keep making comparisons
 Like in a competition
 I'm not envious, I just feel inferior 
 I look back at my choices
 They all look bad Obsessions become painful
 Where I grew up there was some meaning
 I abandoned it, escaping from myself 
 Where are all my friends now? This struggle feels like a slow surrender
 Too alive to die
 Too dead to live Life kills you baby
 And there's nothing you can do
 Stop making sense
 You're not in control The mind suffers, the body cries out
 The nostalgia of what I could be scares me
 I think I have the future in my past 
 I found shelter in my memories 
 Nobody told me that growing up means being lonelyWhere are all my friends now? This struggle feels like a slow surrender
 Too alive to die
 Too dead to live Life kills you baby
 And there's nothing you can do
 Stop making sense
 You're not in control No warning No feeling Am I a mindless fool? Stop what you are doing No escape out of here No warning No feeling No personality Stop what you are doing No escape out of here Mind body soul On show Feels like an exhibition Call me crazy I hear voices in my head That’s intuition Ancestors left a message Said you’ll live if you are present Or you’ll die with pride and come back without remembering This struggle feels like a slow surrender
 Too alive to die
 Too dead to live Life kills you baby
 And there's nothing you can do
 Stop making sense
 You're not in control